on family:

I started and ended my day (with the exception of  a terrifying tree frog experience) in a living room, on a couch. 

My morning consisted of me looking around at my mom and my dad and pausing to be grateful for them and for their love. I took a deep breath and appreciated sitting around on a rainy day and just being warm and cozy with a nice family, something I haven’t really experienced all that much.

So my evening consisted of me looking around at my best friends and pausing to be grateful for them and for their love. It’s a different kind of love, sure, but I realized this evening that I have experienced the warmth of a family; that I found one here that will never be replaced.

Anyway, I’ll limit my sappiness. Maybe the near death experience I had with the tree frog has made me reevaluate my life. If that’s the case, I have so much gratitude for the beautiful picture I have to look at.

I’ve got the best friends anyone could ever ask for, I know they are better than anyone I could have asked for. 

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Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

Mary Elizabeth Frye’s “Do Not Stand At my Grave and Cry”

This was a poem that was read at Randi’s service and I believe that this is what she is saying to us right now.

(via ravenclaws-heir)

nervous

about being confronted face to face with all the pain I know Randi’s friends and family are coping with right now. 

and about being confronted with the loss of such a pure and strong soul. 

life isnt fair. 

NGUNS. You are sorely missed, Randi. 

5 finals. 2 days. what the fuck is up

and i survived them bitches. sweeeet, sweeet freedom

I don't know how to describe myself.

This is my blog after all, that should be description enough. Besides, a personality is the accumulation of an individual's actions. So it honestly doesn't matter what I have to say here. My perception of myself and my intentions do not necessarily constitute an appropriate description of my personality. What is relevant is how you perceive me, which is something that you have to do on your own.

Oh, but something I can tell you is that I think way too much.

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